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Purpose

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High-Level

This Is A High-Level Biography

=> All Things That Interested Me

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Questions Answered

And it answers the question:

  • Who Am I?
  • What Am I?
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What This Page Cannot Contain

As with every human

You would need to talk to me

For all the details & all the stories

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πŸ‘‘___The Individual

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Bypolar: Type 2

What it looks like

  • Mostly Manifested Trough Hypomanias
  • Sometimes susceptible to depressive episodes

Started as Cyclothymia

=> Then

Escalated Into Bipolar Type 2

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Autism: Aspie

General

  • I rank at about 50% of every autism test I've ever done
  • I've Done about five different tests for refference

General P.S.

  • 100 meaning life debilitating
  • Around 50% (depending on the test) generally meaning "On The Spectrum"
  • So autism

Asperger's

  • Seems to identify best the version that I Have

Mostly manifested through:

  • Low innate understanding of human beings
  • High ability of pattern seeking

The cumulation of said two:

  • High interest in things rather than people
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Big Five: Int & Crt

Open Minded

  • Extreme. 90th+
  • "Intellectuality": 90th+
  • "Creativity": 90th+

The first is interest in ideeas and mental structures.

- Step by Step: processing and verification

The second we could call "The Fluid Mind".

- Far Away Corelations


Conscientious

  • Highly volatile, based on interest

Extraversion

  • Avereges at 50th
  • Ranges from 25-75 based on inner state

Agreeablesness

  • Avereges at 50th
  • Ranges from 25-75 based on inner state

Neuroticism

  • Avereges at 50th
  • Ranges from 40-60 based on inner state


Inner states vary enough because of

  • Bipolar Type 2
  • - Cyclothymia (initially)
  • Big Five: Creativity
  • Borderline
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Borderline: Mild

Tendency/Capacity to Experiment

  • High levels of Love
  • High levels of Hate
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IQ: Conclusion

Based on programmer career:

  • By Official Documentation
  • 85th+
  • 110-130

Considerations:

  • Got into it in 10 months without prior training

Testing:

  • I've taken Raven 2: 127

Ai Estimates:

  • 127+

Conclusion:

  • =>_127(+)
  • =>_96th(+)
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πŸ‘‘___πŸ”—β›“ Frontend Web Development

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β›“ Profile-Job: Linkedin

β›“
Link ->

Linkedin is an established platform

To hold & show you professional experience + education

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πŸ”— Profile-Job: Github

πŸ”—
Link ->

Official Github page

Repositories that contain work

Which I would show for an interview

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πŸ”— Profile-Personal: Github

πŸ”—
Link ->

Personal Github page

Presentations for My Various Endevours

Unrelated to a programming job

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β›“ Design & Graphics

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πŸ‘‘___πŸ”—β›“(i) The BoK

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πŸ”—β›“ Useful Links

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πŸ”— Presentation & Purchase

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β›“ Comprehensivfe Video Presentation

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β›“ Hook & Marketing

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(i) Reason For Its Existence

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Main Tome

This is the quintessential

Abstraction of my everything


This will serve as

  • A lifelong basis for truth
  • Anchor for all my creations
  • Destiny Manifested
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Contents

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About This Book


Philosophy & Psychology, written
from a computer programmer's perspective.


Highly analytical, straightforward, and
as practical and concrete
as these subjects can be presented as.

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Hierarchy Of: The Meaning Of Life


First, we will delve into the
high level order that constitutes the human experience.

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The Tower: Logical View


Humans are made out of thinking, emotions, instincts, and perceptions.


This categorization is not enough for us.


We will break each category until
we reach the fundamental elements
that describe our inner world.

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Pathway Of: Trauma Resolution


Through a clear systematic approach,
we will make the past negative influences obsolete.


No more unnecessary suffering.

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The Map: Fluid View


A map of the inner world that provides us

with the capability to see and reason about the connections between:

  • psychological concepts
  • common sense
  • religion
  • and anything else that we want to analyse
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Getting Back Into The World


A handbrake for our introspection period.
Tools to bring us back into living our best lives.

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Practical Philosophy


Concepts that help us
understand the world around us and
provide deeper insight into the inner workings of the mind.

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πŸ‘‘___πŸ”—β›“(i) Thinking, Structures & Philosophy

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πŸ”—β›“ Obscure Thunder: Links

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πŸ”— Presentation

β›“
Link ->

A Comprehensive View Of Everything

From yours truly's Point of View


My Pet Peeves & My Solutions

+

Understand Yourself

Understand Your Path

Understand Others

And Understand The World Itself

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β›“ OT: Instagram

β›“
Link ->

Snippets Of Concepts

With Visuals Presented In

The Obscure Thunder

Document

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β›“ OT: Posts Album

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(i) Obscure Thunder: About

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(i) OT: Manifesto Of Unity


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The Divide


Differences is perception

Are normal

And to be cherished


That being said

The Truth

Stands in A Middle

Of the extremes


This is the Setup

For this chapter

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Meaning: God(s) vs Secular


In a Venn diagram

With a big overlap


Religion and Science

Will for sure

Have elements that don't overlap


But the Science referring

To the human experience


Overlaps greatly with Religion

In this subchapter

We'll delve into examples


Of the unity

And the divide

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Schools: Psychological vs Psychiatric


About the education

That we should receive early in life


This is also about

The need in society to distinguish

Between these two worlds


The first being one of thought

And the other being a medical aspect

And is mainly about medication

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Political Thought: Conservative vs Liberal


The two have pros and cons

These two should WORK TOGETHER


In order to find that balance

That brings the best out of humans

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Creativity: Definition & Functionality


Definitions, abstract, logic


High-Level how to improve creativity

As a raw attribute


Difference between skill

And raw creativity


Application in the real world

As hobby, job/side job, industrial applications

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Sexuality: Lines & Ranges


Here I'll be singing

The tune of Libers && Conservatives


I find value in both points

To an extent of course


Let's see

How we can mold these two views

In a Unifying one

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Family: What to Consider & Expect


Why young people avoid or fear this


High-Level, about

Trauma

Conservative vs Liberal attitudes

And what each needs


To positively envision

This future

Of the familial life


In their existence

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(i) OT: Psychology


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Big Five O'


Described as and containing:

  • Openness to experience
    • Intelect / Logical
    • Openness / Creativity
  • Extraversion
    • Enthusiasm / 'Happiness'
    • Assertiveness / Imposing
  • Agreeableness
    • Compassion / Caring
    • Politeness / Having Respect
  • Neuroticism
    • Withdrawal / Tense
    • Volatile / Being Jumpy
  • Conscientiousness
    • Industriousness / Getting Things Done
    • Orderliness / Order On All Planes

In this document

I dig even further into this ideology


Showing The positives | negatives:

  • Of having too + much of each
  • Of having too - little of each
  • And how they modulate between themselves

Note: These traits are fluid

We change (more or less) based on the situation we exist in

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Dark Tetrad


It contains 4 extremities

Of lacking-Damaged-exagerated aspects

Mentioned as:

  • Machiavellianism
  • Psychopathy
  • Narcissism
  • Sadism

My Interpretation as:

  • The Mental: Machiavellianism
  • The Yin Emotion: Psychopathy
  • The Yang Emotion: Narcissism
  • The Instincts: Sadism

You'll find it overlapped with other systems in the document

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ABC Cluster System


It Contains 3 clusters

The 'A', 'B' & 'C'


My Interpretation as:

  • The Mental: A
  • The Emotions: B
  • The Instincts: C

I Am not a fan of this particular system

For it starts, on all planes

With the possible negatives of humans


Our perception of 'the bad'

Is greater than that of 'the good'


Reaction About:

  • ⚫: 70%
  • βšͺ: 30%

So, in order for us to see the objective truth

About ourselves and others


We need to start and put first βšͺ 'The Good'

Than 'The Bad' ⚫


In order to have a 50%-50% Perception

Of reality


In the document, you'll find it adjusted

So that the conclusions are perceived in a 50%-50% manner

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(i) OT: Philosophy


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The Connections & Communalities


The Truth Is Complex


That being said


Truths found through psychology-philosophy

Truths found through religion-spirituality


Are in essence the same

For they portray ^The Truth^

Just that each in part uses different words for the same experience


In the linked document

You'll find and see the overlaps of the same truth


For they all collide in a Grand Unifying Scheme

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Pathways


Stop thinking that you're living (just) in the present


Our Future

Our Past


Are as important as our present

For they mold (together with the present) our every moment


One way or the other

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Methods


Practical Methods To:

  • Modulate-Contain
  • Develop
  • Explore

Any of the inner aspects

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(i) OT: Religion


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Chakra System


Historically Stemmed From Hinduism


This is a practical system of

Dividing and understanding the human experience and the world


7 elements, that translate into

  • Day
  • Night
  • Air
  • Life
  • Fire
  • Water
  • Earth

Each Containing

  • Receptive | Passive
  • Emitting | Maker

Each Containing

  • Good - Evil

This Good-Evil is Based on the amount required by the situation


Each aspect having the capacity into being Good - Bad

All Being In Essence Based On A Cosmic Equilibrium ☯️

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Christianity


About The Core Concepts Of Christianity


"The Father"

  • -> The Father
  • The Fire
  • The Justice
  • The Holy Fire
  • => The One

"The Son"

  • -> The Mother
  • Love
  • Caring
  • Selflessness
  • => The Unifier

"The Holy Spirit"

  • -> The Child
  • Purity
  • Honesty
  • Expression
  • => The Serene

Together with being alive itself

✝️ => Forms the cross


In the document

  • You'll find how these extremes manifest themselves
  • How they reference aspects of: Heaven - Hell
  • How these aspects can turn fundamentally to: βšͺ'Good' - ⚫ 'Evil'
  • And How they Overlap through all the other systems
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Norse Mythology


About Odin: The Wise

About Loki: The Deceiver

About Thor: The Warrior


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πŸ‘‘___πŸ”—β›“ Music

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πŸ”— _Me Doing Metal: Band Invite Site

πŸ”—
Link ->

I'm a good extreme metal vocalist

This was and is my invitation to form a metal band

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β›“ _Me Doing: Vocals/Videos/Songs

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Metal Vocals & Songs

β›“
Link ->

Such As

  • Original Creations
  • Covers
  • Demos
  • Low Pitched Growls
  • Pig Squeals
  • Fast Talk/Rap
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β›“ Playlists: Metal

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What You'll Find Here


Music is the most versatile art

For it 'hits' different aspects of

Our inside simultaneously


Music can be categorized

by the technical aspect,

Yes


But

When we analyse what effect it has on us

We can use a clear, and yet complex matrix

You can find more about this underlying system in

The Psychology-Philosophy-Religion section, first link


That being said

All songs have bits and pieces of different inner

elements on the matrix

Nevertheless

Many have a clear predominance


=> For a song is usually about 'something'

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β›“ Metal -1: Disgusting

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β›“ Metal 1: Visceral

β›“
Link ->

Clenching of teeth

Inside sprint

Caffeine trip


Fast Destruction

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β›“ Metal 2: Aggressive

β›“
Link ->

Fist in the face

Being A Human Tank

Tribalism | We against them

F*ck You | It's personal

Human Beast


Anger

Motivation

Balls-Nerve

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β›“ Metal 3: Hell-Hate

β›“
Link ->

Resentment

Deep Gnarly Hate

Everything Shall Burn


Execution

Hell As Incomensurable Vastity

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β›“ Metal 4: Hearty

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β›“ Metal: 5(3) Epic War

β›“
Link ->

Looking Up To The Sky

Grandious War

Positivity-Negativity

Thunderstorm


Forwards

Meaning / Faith

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β›“ Metal: 5(4) Epic Hearty

β›“
Link ->

The Ultimate Sacrifice

Lost, Yet Found

Part of whole


Passive

Meaning / Faith

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β›“ Metal: 5(5) Epic Fun

β›“
Link ->

Friendly

Upbeat

Funny-Stupid

Happy Drunk


Being Together

Yet Also Moving Forward

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β›“ Metal: 6 Far Away

β›“
Link ->

Cold Air

Detached From Body

Evil

Pain Reduction

Mystic

Religious


Solitude

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β›“ Metal: 7-0 Hazy

β›“
Link ->

Songs that would fit very well in 2 distinct categories


Songs that never cross a threshold of 60% of 1 category

Nor do they fall below 40% of the other category


Yet woven so close together, that the two (or multiple)

threads are not separable, but fully intertwined

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β›“ Metal: 7-1 Complex

β›“
Link ->

Clear distinct inner representations


Either overlayed, where there is a clear distinction

between the overlayed threads

or

a back and forth in distinct sections


The cumulation of which,

doesn't surpass a 60% of one category,

neither falls under 40% of another

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β›“ Playlists: Party, Punk, Metal, Trap, Etc.

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β›“ Punk & 'Rock'

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β›“ General: Fun

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β›“ Playlists: Trap-Rap

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β›“ Trap: Hard

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β›“ Trap~Rap

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β›“ Trap~Rap~Metal

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β›“ Rap: Hard

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β›“ Rap: Obscure

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β›“ Playlists: Other

>

β›“ Ancestral

>

β›“ Oldies But Goodies

β›“
Link ->

Different Hits Anywhere from the 50's To The 2000's

International But Also From Romania

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πŸ‘‘___β›“ Creations

>

β›“ Lettering

>

β›“ Creative Letters

β›“
Link ->

Contains:

  • Another View On Letters
  • Stories and Creativity Engrained In Lettering
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β›“ Logos / Banners

>

β›“ Sketches

>

β›“ Drawings / Sketches

>

β›“ Comic Book Style

β›“
Link ->

Contains:

  • Fantasy World Concepts
  • Character Expressions
  • Characters
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β›“ Silly & Extreme Photoshops

>

β›“ Fun Photoshops

β›“
Link ->

Contains:

  • Extreme Randomness
  • A Wild Ride
  • Unexpected Collages
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β›“ Photoshops Of M3

β›“
Link ->

Contains:

  • Abstractions Of The Mind: Overlayed Over Self
  • Body Edits
  • Collages Of "Me's"
  • Me -> Character
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β›“ Funny Vids

β›“
Link ->

Contents:

  • Epic Short Stories
  • Funny Extreme Motivation
  • Gaming Madness
>

β›“ PC-House Setups & Equipment

β›“
Link ->

I'm a DIY (Do It Yourself) Type Of Guy

I enjoyed tinkering with my gaming pc (parts & build)

And also creative new awesome and innovative setups!


And different types of equipment

That I used over the Years

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πŸ‘‘___ πŸ”—(i) Hardcore Lifting & Body Changes

>

πŸ”—An Epic Quest!

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(i) Bodybuild (Bulk & Cut)

Stats & Facts:

  • Min Weight: 77kg
  • Max Weight: 120kg
  • Transformations
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(i) Bodybuilding Strength

Stats:

  • Barbell Shrugs: 250kg x 9 - 200kg x 20
  • 1 Armed Rows: 55kg x 53
  • Lateral Raises: 25kg x 5 - 20kg x 20
  • Leg Press: (2L) 370kg x 50 - (1L) 260kg x 5
  • Maxing Out Machines
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(i) Powerlifting Strength

Stats:

  • Bench: 110kg - 140kg
  • Squat: 180kg
  • Deadlift: 220kg
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(i) Armwrestling Strength

Stats:

  • Standing Static Curl: 40kg
  • Horizontal Preacher Curl: 46kg
  • Wrapped Hammer Static Raise: 40kg
  • Hammer Rows: 47kg x 6
  • Standing Hammer Curl-Rows: 42kgx6
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(i) Calisthenics Strength

Stats:

  • Handstand Pushup: 99kg x 12
  • 1 Arm Pushup: 99kg x 6
  • Weighted Pullup: 137kg x 5
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πŸ‘‘___ πŸ”—(i) All About Training

>

πŸ”— Basic-Training

πŸ”—
Link ->

For A dropdown-style document

Of all the core fundaments

Of training


With an emphasis on training

With no / below bare minimum tools


Anytime | Anywhere

The Way Of The Warrior

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(i) Contents: Mentality 101

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Meaning

The Meaning Of training


Deep & Unseen Benefits Of Training

>

The Power Of Choice

About

  • Giving it your all
  • Animalistic vs. Humanity
  • Willing effort
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Effort

About

  • How not doing is part of the process
  • Why People Are Quitting
  • Comprehending life effort as a whole
>

Dealing With Limits

Not taking your efforts for granted

Benchmarking the subjective "too much"

Approaches To Recover On The Inside:

  • Mental: Choosing Different Activities
  • Deload: Doing Less & How
  • Physical: Accepting You Body
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(i) Contents: Training 101

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Exercise List

A comprehensive list of bodyweight exercises

Per muscle groups

Using a cloth or bodyweight only


With details as such

  • Main muscle group
  • Secondary muscle groups
  • Main Focus
  • Joints to be cautious of
  • Exercise type
  • Details about the execution

With variations (for the same exercise) using

  • Bodyweight only
  • Dumbbells
  • Barbells
  • Machines
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Rep Ranges

Explaining the benefits of different rep ranges

And how they correlate with working sets


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Training Progression

Detailed progression for bodyweight

Pressing & pulling exercises

>

Glossary

Abbreviations & Icons are used, throughout the page

In order to reduce clutter

Here are their explanations

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Rules & Effort Programming Pt.1

About

  • Warmup
  • Training Frequency
  • The Science of Higher Frequency
  • Intensity Measure: RPE
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Rules & Effort Programming Pt.2

About

  • Tempo
  • Rests between sets
  • Training Session Length
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Standing Up Straight, Posture 101

Photo+Symbols

That convey the forces

Partaking in a correct posture

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Fighting

The Philosophy of avoiding a fight


The 2 main ways to make a fist

And why


What not to do in a street fight

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The Reasoning

About

  • About this presented training system
  • Intentional omitting certain exercise types
  • Why bodyweight first
  • Why you should adapt & experiment
>

(i) Contents: Nutrition 101

>

Meaning

Why Care?

Essence


>

Food: Basics

About

  • Counting Calories
  • Not Counting Calories
  • Meals
  • Macro Nutrients
  • Micro Nutrients
>

Food: In Depth

Sources, Tiers & Details

  • Protein
  • Fats
  • Carbs
>

Hunger Management 101

Ranked Tier List

On Methods For Hunger Management

>

Alcohol 101 & Staying On Track

About

  • Low Kcal
  • Know Your Limits
  • Drinking Scenarios
  • The "OK" Method
  • The "Vegan Drinks Solution"
>

Supplements: The Relevant Ones

About

  • What supplements are & aren't
  • Daily's
  • Pre-Workout
  • Intra-Workout
  • Post-Workout
>

πŸ‘‘___β›“(i) Lifestyle & Other Interests

>

β›“ Beers

β›“
Link ->

I Took n Interest In Trying Beers

Long-Story-Short I Tried Several Hundred


Added Here by a 3-tier list

What I enjoyed most

>

β›“ [RO] Restaurants - Bars - Ordered

β›“
Link ->

I've compiled a list of places and take-ways

That I enjoyed (Ro Places)

>

(i) Gaming Genres

>

PC & Console


>

Shooters


I really enjoyed:

  • Doom (2016)
  • Doom Edernal
  • COD: MW2
>

MMORPG


I really enjoyed:

  • World Of Warcraft
>

Arcade


I really enjoyed:

  • Super Meat Boy
  • Nuclear Throne
  • BroForce
  • Worms
>

Esports Titles


I really enjoyed:

  • Rocket League
  • Paladins
  • Smite
>

Story Focused


I really enjoyed:

  • The Witcher
  • Viking Saga
>

Board & Card Games


>

Coop


I really enjoyed:

  • The Game
  • The Mind
  • Veterans
  • Russian Sh*t
>

Casual Versus


I really enjoyed:

  • Here To Slay
  • Rainbow Pirates
  • Exploding Kittens
  • Unstable Unicorns
  • Catan
>

Solo Fun


I really enjoyed:

  • Terraform Mars: Project Ares
  • [Learning] D&D
>

Casual Social Gathering


I really enjoyed:

  • Cards Against Humanity
  • Sh*t Happens
  • Dark Stories
>

Complex - Long


I really enjoyed:

  • Warhammer 40k
  • D&D
  • Catan
>

(i) History

>

Cultures

Knowledge Of

  • Greek
  • Roman
  • Scandinavian (Vikings)
  • North America
  • Romania (My Country)
>

Warfare Weaponry

Knowledge Of

  • Pre-Historic
  • Ancient
  • Medieval
  • Modern
  • World Wars
>

General

Knowledge Of

  • High-Level Overview Of Civilizations
  • General Eras
>

(i) Science

General Knowledge Of

  • Anatomy
  • Evolution
  • Astronomy
  • Basics Of: Climate-Economics
  • Basics Of: Molecules-Atoms-Quarks
  • Basics Of: Time-Space
>

πŸ‘‘___β›“ Me(s)

>

β›“ 'Me' : Various Versions

β›“
Link ->

Contains:

  • Beard
  • Beards
  • Body-Morphologies
  • Different Mindstates
>

β›“ 'Me' : Funny-Extreme

β›“
Link ->

Contains:

  • Dumb & Awesome Sh*T
  • Photos That Yell
  • Dad Jokes As Photos
>

β›“ 'Me' : Clothes

β›“
Link ->

Contains:

  • "Extreme" Out-In Doors Outfits
  • Street-Ware
  • Gym-Ware
  • Funny-Extreme
  • Office-Appropriate
  • Fancy
>

β›“ 'Me' : Happy

β›“
Link ->

Contains:

  • True & Smiling
  • Marriage
  • Solo Enjoyment
  • Photos Of Little 'Me'
>

πŸ‘‘___β›“ My Family

>

β›“ (Blood) Family


β›“
Link ->

Contains: Dad

  • Funny
  • Big Heart
  • Always There For You
  • Always Keeps to Himself <-> Very-Open

Contains: Mom

  • Biggest Heart Conceivable
  • The Most Lovely Person I've Met
  • My Friend


+ Their Parents

>

β›“ Kid


β›“
Link ->

Born in 2010

I've Started Life Fast


And I'm going to make him proud.

For that is my responsability;


===> [ . ]

^The Path

>

β›“ My (Extendend) Family


β›“
Link ->

Aunt

Mother, moved on => New Husband

Father, moved on => New Wife

>

πŸ‘‘___β›“ Contact

>

β›“ Email

πŸ”—
Link ->

This Would Be A good Place For Longer Messages


01.child.of.the.universe@gmail.com

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β›“ Instagram